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The Green-Eyed Monster Pt.1

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It was ridiculous actually, completely and utterly ridiculous. To think that she would doubt his words, his proclamations of ‘I love you’ and ‘I miss you’.

Ridiculous, right?

She never once doubted her friends’ words, never. But whenever it came to Gray’s (who mind you is her boyfriend) she couldn't help but do so. It’s not because she didn't have any respect for him or it wasn't because she didn't trust him—

Well, the trust issue might have a little part.
To make things a lot more clearer, jealousy is the main reason why Casey doubts Gray’s words. Not because of his abilities or pride or the material things in his life. No, it was because of his interactions with a number of certain opposite genders.

One of them was a blue-haired water mage.

Juvia is one of the females whom Gray interacts with quite frequently, much too frequently for Casey’s liking. Though Gray made it clear to Juvia that he wasn’t in-love with her but with Casey and fortunately that latter is slowly in the process of accepting it

Casey didn’t want to be paranoid and be those overly obsessed girlfriends as Lucy describes, but she can’t help but be one. Who wouldn’t?

Juvia was beautiful and an all-powerful mage, to dampen Casey’s confidence more, she was a former S-class mage at her previous guild and was chosen as a participant in Fairy Tail’s S-class exams. And she can control her powers and won’t harm any innocent lives from her rampages. Nope, she was a normal, perfect figure girlfriend, minus the frequent death glares, stalker personality and third person perspective.

“What’s Juvia to you?” Casey asked Gray once during breakfast.

His answer was simple but not assuring, “She’s a comrade and a friend. Why do you ask?”

She didn’t answer his question but stayed silent and tried to avoid the ice mage, but that couldn’t happen since they live together and both couldn’t stay away from each other.
Was Juvia really just a comrade and a friend? Those insecurities and doubts would pop up in
Casey’s mind whenever she replayed the small conversation in her mind or whenever the blue-haired mage asks for her assistance in a mission.

Casey would never forget the time when they were in Tenrou Island. At that time, Casey felt like she didn’t exist in Gray’s world, though that was expected since he told her his goals and one of them was to be an S-class mage. But why is it whenever it came to trials, his concern was towards to Juvia?

Though he worried for her when Bluenote suddenly attacked the camp, the concern suddenly shifted from her to Juvia. She would understand it as concern for a fellow guild mate and friend, but that friendly concern was slowly changing into something more.

Casey was aware of the possibility of Gray falling in-love with someone else. She was also aware of his growing attention towards a certain blue-haired mage. She just wasn’t sure if she’ll still be sane and alive when she comes to accept it.

Sighing, she sat down on the bed, hands in her lap and head hung low. It was like she was admitting defeat, which was sort of like that actually. She was admitting defeat.

She was slowly losing Gray and she was slowly losing her pride and confidence as well.
Her emerald eyes started to water and she found herself staring blankly at the things she prepared for her and Lisanna’s mission.

“I’m home!” A familiar, deep voice announced followed by the shut of the apartment door.

Casey hastily stood and zipped up her bag, she jumped a little when she felt two strong arms hug her waist from behind, his hot breath tickling her ear. “Hey,”

“Hey,” She replied back but with a little less enthusiasm. She carefully pried Gray’s arms away from her, “I need to go.” She said, slinging her bag on her shoulder and walking away from Gray.

He was confused, “Where are you going?” He asked, following her.

“On a mission,” She replied, looking through the bookshelf

“With who?”

“Lisanna,”

“Why didn’t you ask me to accompany you instead?”

Casey fished out her notes regarding about lost magic and turned to Gray, “Lisanna asked me. Plus you just got back from a mission yesterday. You need to rest.”

“I’ll see you soon, ‘kay?” She could sense the worry in his voice, but she was far too deep in thought to even acknowledge it fully.

Casey opened the door and the last thing she heard before she slammed the door was Gray’s goodbye. She didn’t felt guilty for doing that. She really didn’t want to hear the words he’ll be saying to her in the near future.
Summary: Where doubts and badly covered lies are what make them stronger.

Pairing:GrayxOC, a little NaLu

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This is sort-of an apology story for being a ghost for the past three months. The first chapter is a bit short and meh. I'll find some time to update tomorrow. So yeah XD. I hope you guys like it

Disclaimer:

Fairy Tail: Hiro Mashima
Plot, Casey Redwill: :iconplainidiotic:
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Shiranai-Atsune's avatar
Where's the second chapter?